I swear I am not challenging!

Finally Asalah's 2006 album released!
The album's title is "Hayati", very poetic song but I didn't really like it...
One of my favorite songs in the album called "Wallahi Ma Tahaddi" (Arabic for I swear I am not challenging).

Song name: Wallah Ma Tahaddi! (I swear I am not challenging!)
Singer: Asalah
Album: Hayati (2006)
Writte by: Hani Abdulkareem
Composed by: Waleed Sa'ad
Arranged by: Kareem Abdulwahab
Translated by: Bashar (me)

I swear I'm not challenging you nor wondering how will you live with out being with me..
I know that you'll need few days to get used to it and forget all about me!

I just feel bad when I see the "I feel sorry about you" look in your eyes!
It's doesn't really suites you!

That's it, you are leaving me and I am accepting this fact..
No body was ever killed by loneliness, I used to be lonely before meeting you!

So what If I felt bad about it?
I am a normal human being with feelings and a heart made of blood and flesh...
That's why I have all rights to be in pain!

No matter how many people in pain you meet; yet you will not find anybody in more pain than mine..
Even If I was dieing and I was longing to you...
I rather to die than letting you see me weak!

That's it, you are leaving me and I am accepting this fact..
No body was ever killed by loneliness, I used to be lonely before meeting you!

That's it, you are leaving me and I am accepting this fact..
No body was ever killed by loneliness, I used to be lonely before meeting you!

I don't care!

The word "Adi" have many meanings in English such as Normal, I don't care, so what? ..Etc released in Asalah's 2005, Personally I consider this song one of the greatest although many people didn't have a chance to listen to it or they had a bad first impression since the music arrangment was very new in the Arab world.

Song name: Adi (I don't care, so what?)
Song genre: Arab pop
Singer: Asalah
Album: Adi (2005)
Translated by: Bashar (me)

I don't care if we brake a part...
I don't care If I was wounded...
I don't care if I was forgotten...
I don't care if I was in pain...
I don't care if I was in regret...
I don't care if I was tortured...
I don't care about anything wether it was strange thing or not!

Even the one who I used to be in love with, and I thought that I have no life with out being with him...
It's was a matter of time, we have nothing left between us anymore...
And now I consider him a normal person like everybody else!

I am not afraid of my old memories any more because my upcoming future will make me forget my past...
I don't care If my loved person came closer or left away because nothing anymore makes me surprised!

I don't care if I was in pain...
I don't care if I was in regret...
I don't care if I was tortured...
I don't care about anything wether it was strange thing or not!

A step to the top or the bottom?

A step to the top or the bottom?
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

I human being is responsible of his life, his children's and family, he desides the class he live and force his family to live, he could take a step to the top or to the bottom and pull down his beloved ones.

RADIANT GUY

Who doesn't like to ride the horses of opportunities and life; he will be ridden like a horse!

Who doesn't like to climb mountains, will spend his whole life in a hole!.

And that's me when I try to be wise LOL

My 18th birthday postcard LOL

My 18th birthday postcard LOL
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

I was cleaning my room since the last two months and I am not done yet LOL
I found many stuff I thought I don't have anymore such as my set of Kinder surprise collection LOL
Among the stuff I found, a postcard from my sister on my 18th birthday (6 years ago)...Check out the birthday note above LOL

My Kinder surprise toys!

Kinder surprise toys!
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

Don't worry about me, I don't collect them anymore LOL
So I guess I am mentally healthy :Pp~

I was cleaning my room since the last two months and I am not done yet LOL
I found many stuff I thought I don't have anymore such as my set of Kinder Surprise toys LOL

temporally lost my mind

temporally lost my mind
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

I used Momo's prescription and this is the result LOL

I KNOW ...My face expression looks silly but I was scared to brake a hip, a knee or maybe my butt LOL

Photo was taken on my 24th birthday,I guess we all does when you get one year older LOL

Bed time...

Bed time...
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

I always keep thinking during the bed time (specially latley) about what I've been through during the day or month or the year or maybe my life, sometimes I keep thinking about what's going around the world, others about my family or friends...I have multiple reasons that keep popping up in my mind preventing me from sleeping...
As a result, I am always late on my work.